Fri, 29th August   21583
What horrifies me most is the idea of being useless: well-educated, brilliantly promising, and fading out into an indifferent middle age.

Sylvia Plath (via varst)
Wed, 27th August   175382
Wed, 27th August   53343



Oh, in a perfect world.


Mon, 25th August   4209
You must make a decision that you are going to move on. It wont happen automatically. You will have to rise up and say, ‘I don’t care how hard this is, I don’t care how disappointed I am, I’m not going to let this get the best of me. I’m moving on with my life.

Your Best Life Now (Joel Osteen)

I’m in dire need of a Pizookie. :(

Sometimes the strongest thing you can do, is ask for help.
Thu, 21st August   994

So after re-watching Anaconda and writing about how It made me want to go to the gym. I drug myself out of the bed, pushed through being super sore from yesterday’s workout, and took my butt to the gym.

I’ve been wanting to do the Couch25k thing so I even managed to find the strength to start that. Left tired as heck, sore as heck, and hella hungry. Hence the weird face, but hey I worked out!!

(at City Sports Clubs Hayward - Whipple Rd.)

This effing video…

I’ve been working on getting an awesome butt since the beginning of the year. Hence, my Beyonce booty goals. I figured if I’m going to have a huge butt, it might as well be a nice huge butt. And since working on it, it has started to look better, yay.

BUT HOLY MEATBALLS (I’m trying not to curse as much lately) this video made me want to jump on a treadmill, squat, deadlift, and do leg extensions all at the same time to get my ass looking like at least one of these. 

Also, I’m not a huge Nicki fan, but this woman is gorg!! I need my makeup to look like hers, and a weave I can swing so I can be a heartbreaker.

I have no idea were this post is going but, damn the booty, the beauty I need all of that for myself.  Ugh, I need to head to the gym now-although I seriously don’t want to-but I need to go do some leg press.

Wed, 20th August   64353

😁😁😁 soo true except, I always have on long sleeves, and if I’m cutting onions I wear my #lab googles. Hey gotta put them to use somehow. #cooking #callmechefboyarree #life

Wed, 20th August   66048

Chanel Iman is perfection!!!

Wed, 20th August   4145
Tue, 19th August   25763
Nerding Out

Somehow I started quoting Macbeth-a play I last read in 10th grade-with “double double toil and trouble” to “something wicked this way comes” to actually reading the play, then finding the translate for the text. Now I have a new favorite Macbeth quote “fair is foul; and foul is fair”, and I Was also reminded of how when Lady Macbeth was sleeping and having a monologue about the blood on her hands I though of her cleaning a carpet…”Out damn spot, I say, out.” Random I know.